Dammit, Why?

Last night's dream started out like most others. This time, I wasn't in a physically dangerous situation, but a frustrating one nevertheless. Then something small but very unexpected happened, something I guess you could say I've been hoping for irl, and everything changed. I wasn't scared about what was going to happen in the rest of the dream, and I woke up feeling the same hope and calmness, even though it soon dawned on me that the action in question had NOT occurred. Dammit.

It's kinda personal for me to get into details, hence my vagueness. It's not *impossible* for what I dreamed about to happen though it's one of those things that I can't *make* happen in any way. So for now I can only remember what it felt like in those brief seconds-- and wish fervently that anything half as good will happen in the near future, irl.