If Something's Not Working
It's time for one of Erica's "I said too much so now I have to hide" few-day breaks.
That and I swear I am rapid-cycling bipolar sometimes, as yesterday through this morning would suggest. I've gone back and forth between feeling great and being in darkest of dark moods throughout that time, though I seem to be steady now. In any case, it's very disquieting, especially because it hasn't happened in awhile.
But a vacation might be needed since I'm going to be very busy during this next week. I'll have two take-home finals to do (one is the philosophy paper, and the history one will be lots of small papers, essentially), but my last day at the barn *is* Friday, so I will have the whole morning at my disposal, especially since I'm used to waking up at 5:45! Saturday, Rich (and Rob?) and I are going to NYC for a play and whatever else. I guess those are the two main things, because as of next Thursday, the only obligation I'll have is work. I'm probably not going to pick up any hours since I NEED to start looking elsewhere (though I will wait until after the holidays to do so. . .the beginning of January-ish).
Oh, and you may have noticed that I removed ICA from my profile. It still exists, and if you know the address you can still get there. I'm just highly ashamed with what's been going on and I just decided to pull it. The title of this entry and what I meant to talk about having to do with it IS more ICA based, but I don't even feel like discussing it anymore.
You know where to find me if you need me.
PS-- my Sweeney Todd coffee mug is awesome. The girl at Dunkin Donuts looked at the picture before she filled it and you could almost read her mind-- Is that. . .Angela Lansbury??? hahaha
I also got an A on my "radicals and the New Deal" paper! So see, not everything has been bad lately. :p
That and I swear I am rapid-cycling bipolar sometimes, as yesterday through this morning would suggest. I've gone back and forth between feeling great and being in darkest of dark moods throughout that time, though I seem to be steady now. In any case, it's very disquieting, especially because it hasn't happened in awhile.
But a vacation might be needed since I'm going to be very busy during this next week. I'll have two take-home finals to do (one is the philosophy paper, and the history one will be lots of small papers, essentially), but my last day at the barn *is* Friday, so I will have the whole morning at my disposal, especially since I'm used to waking up at 5:45! Saturday, Rich (and Rob?) and I are going to NYC for a play and whatever else. I guess those are the two main things, because as of next Thursday, the only obligation I'll have is work. I'm probably not going to pick up any hours since I NEED to start looking elsewhere (though I will wait until after the holidays to do so. . .the beginning of January-ish).
Oh, and you may have noticed that I removed ICA from my profile. It still exists, and if you know the address you can still get there. I'm just highly ashamed with what's been going on and I just decided to pull it. The title of this entry and what I meant to talk about having to do with it IS more ICA based, but I don't even feel like discussing it anymore.
You know where to find me if you need me.
PS-- my Sweeney Todd coffee mug is awesome. The girl at Dunkin Donuts looked at the picture before she filled it and you could almost read her mind-- Is that. . .Angela Lansbury??? hahaha
I also got an A on my "radicals and the New Deal" paper! So see, not everything has been bad lately. :p
posted by Erica at 10:45 AM
1 Comments:
I have the "I now need to withdraw, reflect and regroup" experiences too. I think they're a sign of growth and change more than anything else.
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Hang in there. I think it is just a rough patch you're going through and that it will pass.
I'll keep checking your blogs day-to-day.
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