2/21/2005

Mmm, Halloween Ale

Yes, the bottle that's been sitting on my desk since October. I was about to dig into my bag of Whole Foods granola, when I was like "Hey, I should have the beer instead."

Soooooo. . .I am!

It's not too bad. In any case, it'll get the job done. I've been hankering for beer lately, but I haven't felt like plunking the money down for some. I've been too busy buying more important things, like old Beck CDs. :p (It does make good driving/dancing music, though so nyah)

I really didn't have a good day though. I don't know how I'm supposed to make it until 3pm this Friday for my next therapist appointment. I really think I'm a good candidate for going MORE than once a week, but it was hard enough getting an appointment as it was.

I was very disconnected today. Randi is especially throwing me for a loop cuz he's the unhappy one right now. >:\ He was SUPPOSED to drive to Storrs, CT today to work out his schedule and I was SUPPOSED to go to school today to help set up the Celebration of Natural Body Types stuff. But he didn't go, and I didn't go and that wasn't good of me. Then tonight he/I went ahead and polished off 3 hot cross buns for really no good reason. I'm not sure who's drinking the beer right now, but that's definitely all anyone that has anything to do with me is consuming tonight. Grrrarr.

If you're confused by all that, just imagine how I feel. And I have three other people to contend with, though everyone else has been fairly tame recently.

Although I like my story a lot, it does get troubling from time to time. I don't like when it negatively effects my real life, like today. Today was just otherwise bad though, which may have also played a role in my not going to school. When I'm in one of my down moods, I literally feel like there's a wall pressing down on me. Not a physical sensation, but everything just feels blunted and like I can't escape it, so why try? Sometimes it even seems like everything is a shade of grey, or just dull-er in color than usual. Very strange. Times like these, I fear I may actually be crazy. v_v

Well, tomorrow I AM getting up early and I AM going to WalMart so I can buy one more think for the girls doing facepainting, and then I AM going to the Celebration and I AM going to class. Also, I AM going to work on my JW paper during the Celebration cuz it's important for me to get going with that.

Anyway.

Guess I'll go back to my world and see what's going on there. ttyl.

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