Sheep and Spam

Hmph.

Too much to get into today, nothing bad I guess.

Walked by the horses in Goddard Park today and thought that it would be cool to run a trail riding barn. But then I considered all the $$ and trouble that would be and *then* I spent the rest of my walk thinking about some of the horses from back in the day like Spam (hence title) and Donovan and Gemini. I'm feeling less motivated on the going to Kentucky idea and I'm also said cuz I definitely don't have money for riding lessons. Like, at all. So I'm just trying not to think of anything horse related. :p

Then I went to Barnes and Noble tonight (I wanted a slice of cheesecake from Starbucks-- my reward for studying all day!) and found a great book about raising a small flock of sheep. I know I've always said sheep are kinda annoying and smelly, but I think having a few someday would be fun. *Then* I started thinking that I would like to live on a small farm someday and be one of those cool people that makes their own products and sells them at farmer's markets, haha. Of course, I have no idea how I would afford said farm but that is quite besides the point.

Of course, my whole "wanting to live on a farm" scenario doesn't mesh well with the idea that I wish I could stay close to NYC because I apparently love it there after only going once. But I still don't want to live anyplace where it snows a lot (otherwise, western New York would be a possibility).

These are some of those stupid paradoxical situations I get caught up on from time to time. I wish I were a boring person with no interests. :p

And cuz I had coffee with my cheesecake earlier tonight, I am so not tired, but my eyes hurt from having been at the computer too long. I've been working on a piece of story though, but I really can't keep looking at the screen. I've even taken breaks, but it hasn't helped. So I'm gonna have to work on it manually, and that sucks cuz I can't write as fast as I type and it stalls my progress.

Well anyway. Talk to you all later.