Weird Day
I will respond to the comments about my last entry tomorrow. No, really, I will! ;)
(I'm just referring to the fact that every time I say I'm going to "write later" I almost never do, heh)
But um, yeah. Today was the weirdest day. The morning was fine. Then my mood took a sharp downward turn. I was on my bed, unable to move for seriously about three hours. I was that depressed. :\ It was actually to the point where it was effecting me physically. When I *did* get up, I was having a hard time breathing. Felt like my throat was closed up or something, so that was scary. It was so bad that I considered calling out from work, but I pretty much made myself go.
Things continued to be awful because I still was having a hard time breathing. I tried getting my mind off stuff by singing, but I couldn't for very long. Then, when I got to work, I actually got some pains in my throat and got dizzy and still felt like I couldn't breathe right. It was so horrible, but luckily I got a lot of stuff to do as soon as I got to the store so my mind was distracted.
Thankfully my day and mood got a LOT better, and now I'm at my usual neutral state. I also went from feeling really huge this morning to seeing myself as fairly thin tonight. I really don't know how that works.
Stuff.
(I'm just referring to the fact that every time I say I'm going to "write later" I almost never do, heh)
But um, yeah. Today was the weirdest day. The morning was fine. Then my mood took a sharp downward turn. I was on my bed, unable to move for seriously about three hours. I was that depressed. :\ It was actually to the point where it was effecting me physically. When I *did* get up, I was having a hard time breathing. Felt like my throat was closed up or something, so that was scary. It was so bad that I considered calling out from work, but I pretty much made myself go.
Things continued to be awful because I still was having a hard time breathing. I tried getting my mind off stuff by singing, but I couldn't for very long. Then, when I got to work, I actually got some pains in my throat and got dizzy and still felt like I couldn't breathe right. It was so horrible, but luckily I got a lot of stuff to do as soon as I got to the store so my mind was distracted.
Thankfully my day and mood got a LOT better, and now I'm at my usual neutral state. I also went from feeling really huge this morning to seeing myself as fairly thin tonight. I really don't know how that works.
Stuff.
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