Still Raw

Today definitely took its toll on me, including physically. Feeling so bad all day might have made me sick cuz I'm definitely feeling under the weather now. That's happened to me in the past-- sometimes it turns into a full blown cold, sometimes it goes away. I think laying in bed almost straight from 10am-5pm confused my body, cuz I never do that when I feel well!

Tonight I did manage to cook dinner and watch a movie with Rob. I also cleaned up my areas of the apartment a little and did some reading. I'm still not a good enough spot to give any mental attention to the things that are bothering me, cuz as soon as I do I start feeling awful again. I kinda wish I were going to work today, just because that usually helps boost my mood a fair amount. Even if I hadn't asked for today off, I probably wouldn't have gone because of the snow though.

Well, to bed.