And It Continues
I left work early today because ::surprise!:: I was feeling nauseous and otherwise digestive-ly gross most of the day. I feel okay now, but still not 100%.
Nothing more was mentioned about the party, but one of the girls that he *did* invite was there and I noticed that they definitely act differently towards each other than he and *I* do. Mind you, this is the girl that is taken but he flirts with her anyway. It's almost creepy-- the whole time, you don't see one without the other right there. He even stayed a half-hour beyond when he was supposed to leave just so they could sit up in the office together during her break (this being after he complained and complained about having to stay so late!). I'm sorry, but when I'm at work, I'm there to *work.* Yes, I like spending some time socializing, but I like getting shit done, too. If Chris wants to spend a billion hours joking around with someone, well he should just invite them out somewhere. Not a difficult conclusion! I don't even think this is me being perturbed because I'm jealous, because that's not it. Even if dating Chris were an option, I'm not sure I'd jump at the chance. He can be very immature and I don't think he'd be able to handle the weirder side of me at all. And the whole incident from awhile back, when he got this girl he liked drunk so he'd feel more comfortable about asking her if they could be more than friends. . .yeah, no thanks. If he can't even ask THAT while sober, I'd hate to know how smashed he'd have to be to talk about more serious/difficult things.
Gah, I gotta stop. I feel mean for writing this stuff, but I'm never mean without being provoked.
Gotta go study more for history anyway.
Nothing more was mentioned about the party, but one of the girls that he *did* invite was there and I noticed that they definitely act differently towards each other than he and *I* do. Mind you, this is the girl that is taken but he flirts with her anyway. It's almost creepy-- the whole time, you don't see one without the other right there. He even stayed a half-hour beyond when he was supposed to leave just so they could sit up in the office together during her break (this being after he complained and complained about having to stay so late!). I'm sorry, but when I'm at work, I'm there to *work.* Yes, I like spending some time socializing, but I like getting shit done, too. If Chris wants to spend a billion hours joking around with someone, well he should just invite them out somewhere. Not a difficult conclusion! I don't even think this is me being perturbed because I'm jealous, because that's not it. Even if dating Chris were an option, I'm not sure I'd jump at the chance. He can be very immature and I don't think he'd be able to handle the weirder side of me at all. And the whole incident from awhile back, when he got this girl he liked drunk so he'd feel more comfortable about asking her if they could be more than friends. . .yeah, no thanks. If he can't even ask THAT while sober, I'd hate to know how smashed he'd have to be to talk about more serious/difficult things.
Gah, I gotta stop. I feel mean for writing this stuff, but I'm never mean without being provoked.
Gotta go study more for history anyway.
posted by Erica at 8:15 PM
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