Sorry, Everyone

I broke my purge free streak today. :(

I just ate too much during my break, and I tried to avoid doing it, but. . .

Otherwise, I had a good day.

I don't feel discouraged. 2 months is no small feat; hopefully I can make it 3 this time, or longer.

This is such a hard thing to beat. I always say that I'm "not that bad," and it's true, but it's still difficult.

In time, I know it'll stop once and for all. At least I'm not ambivalent, like I used to be. I slipped, it's not the end of the world, it doesn't make all my attempts to stop useless. I'm just going to press on like today never happened. It's all I can really do.


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New York City is still happening tomorrow. Rich's brother decided to come with us, but that's okay. We might go to Chinatown and there's even a small possibility we'll get the $20 balcony tickets and see All Shook Up again. Yay!

But since most of you all aren't going, guess you gotta wait to find out what happens. ;)

Goodnight!