Not Yet - Updated

I *will* be writing tonight, but for now. . .

cornmeal stuff (but i put way too much cumin in and it was kinda gross :p)
soyrizo, veggies, salsa, cheese
1 soy ice cream sandwich
a blueberry bagel
a Milky Way midnight bar
1 magic cookie bar, small, from home
1 can of chicken tortilla soup
a few dried cherries and a few almonds

I think I did pretty well today.

*ED stuff*
Today was SO hard, I'm surprised I got through it. I don't know what was making me feel triggery, either. After I had lunch, there's a 98% chance I would have purged if my Mom had left sooner. It's not that I was full, or that I was upset, it's just it's been so long since I have that I kind of miss it. That's why I haven't set an "official" goal for myself. Every time I do, I'll make it and then be like "awesome! that means I can b/p now!" and then I eat my way back to square one. :p I'm *hoping* to remain purge-free til school starts. If I make it, this will be the longest I've gone without an persistant ED behavior since I went to Butler. O_O I'm also hoping that if I DO make it, by then not-purging will be such a habit that I won't even want to. At all. I tend to forget that it's not part of most people's normal eating regimen, hehe.
*END*

I went running for 20 minutes, too. ^__^